Oh .... Yesterday I had one of the biggest embarrassments of my life ... q good thing was nobody noticed ...
understanding all wrong or rather not explain clearly to me ... no lie, the guilt is mine, I forward to the facts ...
if stolen and I are going to live together .. someday ... that sadness, understanding all wrong and I was drowning in a glass of water for nothing ... good things, that's just drown in a glass of water .. anyway ...
last night talking on the phone to steal and do not know why you left the issue of alleged life together that, in my view, we would begin soon and so we were talking and talking, or rather he was speaking without noticing me was opening his eyes ... he does not want to live with me or this year or next .. the truth, I do not know when that will be .. is onlyis there lgo q q q wants to go one day ... I, but the truth (and I realized last night while he was opening my eyes) I will not be waiting for aq that happens, I go live my life and now ... q how bad was the answer I got very ugly and he was upset ... upset because they do not bother to thank God Robe is not bothered, but I also spoke for a moment and when he speaks loudly scares me feel pq q q I will say this is just q yesterday and I'm sure he was looking forward to it, q told me I was not fair to him, played with him q q q not understand pq sprout had that attitude now that q would continue my life alone q q if it was not wanted to continue in the relationship ... I do not know how to take that idea ... the truth is q were over 12 at night I hadq trunk of sleep and would not further discuss, but aha, it if wanted ... q at the end as sleep overcame us and we not talking more ... but yes, it's a decision I made and although I was the fool I was also understood me q ... I do I will stay with him pq is my boyfriend, my partner and I to support him as he supports me, but I will not rely on it nor will I organize my life around ... my aunt lives in bogota q comes this weekend and now if I will talk seriously with her to see how I can help, I'm ... pq not for evil to rob him or anything, but for my own peace and happiness ... q all the time since I know I am convinced that my happiness is right next to him and I q I am happy with it, but then not q girar around .. Finally ..
and left up here, I've written a lot and I have q leave the office and
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